Don’t live in the past.

Hey guys, so if you don’t know, I suffer sometimes from what I think is a form of anxiety. Recently I have been wondering and thinking back as to why I have anxiety, as someone mentioned to me once that it must be something that affected me whilst I was growing up.

When I do think back, all I can relay my thoughts to, is how I was treated by bullies, and just nasty people for years. 

The way I always was nice to people, but ended up getting treated like crap, this not only lowered my confidence, but also really affected my self-esteem. The thing is can I really just sit there feeling angry for how others treated me? After all they were just teenagers as was I. It does sometimes upset me when I look back to this day (even though I’m 22 now) but my life is so different to how it was then (socially).

I’m in such a good place in life, I work hard for the things I have,

and maybe I can use my horrible experience for good?

So what I’m trying to say is, if you had a bad experience with something a couple of years ago, don’t let it affect the rest of your life, because you will be sitting there angry at them and YOURSELF.  So for the days that I feel self-doubt about myself because of a previous bad experience, hopefully I can look back at this blog post and think differently. 

I really want to do something anti-bullying wise, I would love to help at least one person. Many people deal with bullying not only in school, but it can also be in working life aswell! 

Hope everyone has a good day :) And don't live too much in the past! Love Laura <3 

*Cringe Face*