Hey guys, so if you don’t
know, I suffer sometimes from what I think is a form of anxiety. Recently I
have been wondering and thinking back as to why I have anxiety, as someone
mentioned to me once that it must be something that affected me whilst I was growing
up.
When I do think back, all I
can relay my thoughts to, is how I was treated by bullies, and just nasty people for
years.
The way I always was nice to people, but ended up getting treated like
crap, this not only lowered my confidence, but also really affected my self-esteem.
The thing is can I really just sit there feeling angry for how others treated
me? After all they were just teenagers as was I. It does sometimes upset me when
I look back to this day (even though I’m 22 now) but my life is so different to
how it was then (socially).
I’m in such a good place in
life, I work hard for the things I have,
and maybe I can use my horrible
experience for good?
So what I’m trying to say
is, if you had a bad experience with something a couple of years ago, don’t let
it affect the rest of your life, because you will be sitting there angry at
them and YOURSELF. So for the days that I feel self-doubt about myself because of a previous bad experience, hopefully I can look back at this blog post and think differently.
I really want to do something anti-bullying wise, I would love to help at least one person. Many people deal with bullying not only in school, but it can also be in working life aswell!
Hope everyone has a good day :) And don't live too much in the past! Love Laura <3
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